Overworked

“Stress is when you wake up screaming and you realize you haven't fallen asleep yet”

-Unknown

Okay so I’m was going to take a vacation and relax at home but our yearly audit was scheduled at work. So I agreed to work one of my vacation days. But then…. The auditor stated that they would be here for 4 days working on their reviews. I was like WHHHAAT?!? There goes my vacation. The most suck-y part is that I didn’t do my homework. I was going to do it during my vacation while I was relaxing. All I had to do is read 2 chapters on my Political Science book and practice my sing language. Now I’m at work, and have to catch up on my reading and practice my sign language during lunch. It’s one of my bestie birthdays today and we were going to celebrate and needed some of Tuesday morning to recover. Now I’m going to have to limit my drinks =\



So hope everyone had a wonderful weekend! All I did on Saturday night was stayed home… read blogs and listen to music.

My mom gave me these adorable slippers. She said they match my room.

How I wish I was home in them…

I also got a new home for my brushes. They were originally all in the big clear vase with no rocks. They were all sad and slanted. But now they’re happy and standing straight and two vases… How cute. stand.

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AFTER

Toodles!

Tired... but determine!

I’m sooooo tired. As soon as I get home after school, I drop every single thing. I do what I got to do, and then get ready for bed. As a lady, getting ready for bed take longer than I want it to take because it means taking off my make up, washing my face, brushing my teeth, taking my vitamins and changing into my PJS. Then I make sure I have every thing I’m going to need in my purse, then I check my closet to make sure I have something nice to wear. I pick up everything I see on the floor, and make sure the kids are in bed, tuck in, and sleeping. I then check that their clothes and back pack are set up for the next day. Finally I’m able to get in bed. It use to take me about 30 minutes to get my mind set on sleeping but since school started as soon as I close my eyes it only takes me about 30 seconds to knock out.

School it getting to me. With so much homework, so much work at work and so much homework with the kids. I really hoping I can make this work. I’m really hoping I don’t give up. I really hoping I don’t fail. I’m really hoping I don’t fall behind at work. I’m really hoping I don’t fail my kids because of my concentration on school. I’m really hoping I can do this!

"All I have right now is hope, determination and some inspiration to get me through this!"

Shining over darkness

When others are feeling down, and are not in a happy place in their lives , some will try so hard to bring you down with them. Remember people….

“Misery loves Company”.

Don’t let them. There was so much negativity at work Yesterday. I felt like it was adding to my day. Everything was going wrong. But it was all in my head because I was feeling the misery.

So I didn’t want to share my misery, because love overpowers on everything negative in my life. I love all my readers, just because you guys take the time to read what I have to say. I would not want anyone to have felt a glimpse of my unhappiness. Today seem like things are better.

That's the reason I didn’t blog yesterday... I really wanted too, but felt kind out of place.

"Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. It is far better take things as they come along with patience and equanimity."- Carl Jung