Hello there...

It’s been forever since I blogged. I just have been busy living life. But honestly, I miss blogging a lot. It’s funny how I still think about blogging when I get new stuff, all I think about is telling you guys about it. I find myself taking pictures of everything in different angles just to be able to blog about it later. But later has not come around. I just been getting overwhelm with work, school and the family.

So let me tell you guys a little bit on how my life has change. I was single for a long time. I had dated and stuff but, didn’t find the one (you know the one). So recently, I reunited with my best friend from high school. He was the ONE friend I always stayed in contact with after I finished H.S. We would talk for hours and it was the best. But then life happened. We grew apart. But somehow we always stayed in contact with each other. It was either through myspace, facebook or texting. So a little over a year ago, we decided to go out to the movies. We watched Jack and Jill. I figure it was the perfect movie since he’s so funny and I wanted for us to get back to our silly ways. Since, the one night, we have been inseparable. I can honestly say I’m in love.

"One day you will look at a person that you thought as only a friend and see them differently. Soon that person will be the only one who you could ever imagine yourself with."

-Unknown

Prioritize your life...

Sometimes I get myself into situations I just can’t handle… some people might call that a challenge… I call it a mistake.  Why?  Because I know I shouldn’t do it but I keep doing it. I don't know if I'll be able to handle it. I know I should stop it… but I don’t. I know everything escalates and then what? So if you know you can’t handle it… don’t do it…

Do what?

Anything and everything… it could be a relationship, another hobby, adding another class, applying for another job… adding another responsibility to your list that you’re not going to be able to put your all into it.

I know some people say it’s going to be hard but you can do it… hey if it’s possible do it. But if you already have a lot on your plate you know you can’t its okay not to.  Just finish what you your doing now and then come back and try doing what you wanted to do next. Because then you can do it right.

“I”… was focused… focused on being a mom, working, school, and working out. So why am I trying to add more things to my schedule… its takes time away from everything else. Takes away from my time that I have to finish what I already have to do and finish it with a great accomplishment.

So focus I will stay.

I feel that if I try doing something else at this very point of my life it would be impossible.

It might be 
fear
or
 that I'm to smart.

 I’m always having the propensity on crashing into obstacles but I have to learn to avoid the one that I can’t handle and going through the one I need to.


Priority!
Priority!
Priority!

“Sometimes you have to put your feelings in a safe place and come back to them another day” 

♥   

 

Good things happen when you get your priorities straight.
-Scott Caan

Life.

Busy weekend.

I guess that's life. Happy Monday.

Most of the important things in the worldhave been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.

-Dale Carnegie

Thought bubble popped...

Late Last night I was up wondering if things in our life are destined. Was my life really supposed to be my life? Do the good happen to the good or is that something just said to make you do good? Are the lucky ones really just lucky? Are the misfortuned really meant to be misfortuned? I sometimes do believe that things were meant to be but other times, I think it all depends on the way we were raised that lead us to the choices we made which lead us to the life’s we have. However, what about those lucky moment? Was that really a lucky moment? Was that lucky moment really destined for me? Is Destiny real then? I keep going in circles trying to understand this weird world and this thing call life.

Diary page left open…

04/06/2010

Yesterday, was like any other day woke up a little late…. Ahhh! I was running around getting the kids stuff together for school. They were off this whole week and now they’re going back to school…it hit me like a big bang on the face. “LIKE WOW SCHOOL ALREADY”! As I was wakening them up I couldn’t stop but feeling so bad, I felt like they’re vacation was not long enough. Maybe cause I didn’t take them anywhere special because of work and school. I usually do, it’s usually the beach and a movie… but this week… NOTHING! So bad. But the weather didn’t help either. The rain… yes, it was all the rain fault and that Political science test didn’t help either. I know I’ll make it up to them. At least Easter was fun, with the DVD, their new Justin Bieber CD, and the toys. OMG, why oh why did I get them that CD, it’s going to be constant playing. After getting to the office a little late and seeing some of my co-workers grouchy faces I was like great but after coffee and a minute in the office it all flip. It was actually a good day. Then after work I went to CVS. Oh yeah, and I actually text the EX. That was not smart but it was an impulse I had, but this time was not all that intimate talk about why we broke up that he always always brings up. It was a “Hey, how are you” text and that was it. So that was great. At CVS I got that face scrubber thing that I been seeing in commercial that I wanted to try. I also bought toothpaste for me and the kids kind for the boys. It was able to relax when I got home, I had dinner and washed. It was real chill and then of course I tried out my new face scrub. So far I like it but I’m not sure yet it has only been one use. I added gloss to my nails and went through my hair style book trying to figure out a new hair style, I’m so bored and tired with my old one. I also tried to figure out what brown to use on my hair. I want a chocolate brown without any red tones. Is that even possible??? After reviewing the book for about thirty minutes I realized that I should have read my school book. I have a report due sometime soon and I have not even reviewed the chapter. Again…So bad I know. My brother asked to use my truck as I was going to bed. I said “No”. Why? Cause I usually say “Yes” but I realized by giving him everything I’m not helping him at all. If I keep saying “YES” to all his requests he is never going to get the encouragement to do stuff for himself. As I was going to sleep, I felt horrible. My conscious was like “I should just given him the truck”. But deep down inside I knew I was doing the right thing. How I wish my conscious was so reassuring of that. I eventually knocked out.

Time...

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become.

Everything else is secondary.

I’m sorry that I been so busy, I really didn’t except that school was going to keep me so busy. I should have known better. But I love every minute of it. Learning can actually be fun.

SCHOOL

Well, fall classes started last week. So Yes, I started class last week... that's going to push more of my free time out the window. My boys start school tomorrow. I’m so happy but at the same time I’m shocked. I’m shocked that I already have a 2nd grader. My oldest son Andrew is going to second grade. Bryan will be entering the 1st grade. Time is truly flying by. I always encourage my boys to learn as much as they can so when they grow up they can become successful people. However, they are still at that age, that delivering pizza seem like a cool job to them. They mentioned working at a theater to watch as many movies as they want as well. However, I’m sure that just a silly phase. We’ll I’m hoping it is. Whatever choices my kids make, I will proudly stand behind them. I just hope I’m raising them correctly that they will make the correct choices in life.

If there were no schools to take the children away from home part of the time, the insane asylums would be filled with mothers. ~Edgar W. Howe