Tired... but determine!

I’m sooooo tired. As soon as I get home after school, I drop every single thing. I do what I got to do, and then get ready for bed. As a lady, getting ready for bed take longer than I want it to take because it means taking off my make up, washing my face, brushing my teeth, taking my vitamins and changing into my PJS. Then I make sure I have every thing I’m going to need in my purse, then I check my closet to make sure I have something nice to wear. I pick up everything I see on the floor, and make sure the kids are in bed, tuck in, and sleeping. I then check that their clothes and back pack are set up for the next day. Finally I’m able to get in bed. It use to take me about 30 minutes to get my mind set on sleeping but since school started as soon as I close my eyes it only takes me about 30 seconds to knock out.

School it getting to me. With so much homework, so much work at work and so much homework with the kids. I really hoping I can make this work. I’m really hoping I don’t give up. I really hoping I don’t fail. I’m really hoping I don’t fall behind at work. I’m really hoping I don’t fail my kids because of my concentration on school. I’m really hoping I can do this!

"All I have right now is hope, determination and some inspiration to get me through this!"

Sleeping

Sleeping is just the greatest thing ever. Well it’s the best when you’re so tired. I also love the opportunity to escape from reality. I’m such a dreamer, that every single night before I go to sleep, I tell myself what I want to dream about. It’s like picking out a movie before going to sleep. It works at times, but sometimes my mind decides what dreams to have and memorize, so not always. From what I have read we dream several of times. I absolutely love that! So I encourage those that need the rest and have a chance to take advantage of it. Then you feel so re-energize and ready for so much more. With work, school and the kids I need more sleep than ever. But I enjoy it more now than before because I really need it.

"A good laugh and a long sleep are the best cures in the doctor's book."

~Irish Proverb